THE ALWAYS LOVED CLUB

You're not "moving on" from your baby. You're learning to carry them with you.

If you've been told to "stay strong," "think positive," or that "everything happens for a reason"—while your arms ache for the baby who should be here—this is for you.

You lie awake at night replaying every moment.

Every symptom you might have missed.

Every decision you second-guess.

You scroll past pregnancy announcements, and your chest tightens.

You sit in silence at family dinners because no one knows what to say to you anymore, and honestly, you're too exhausted to make them comfortable.

You're drowning in "well-meaning" advice:

"At least you can try again."

"You're so strong."

"It wasn't meant to be."

But here's what they don't understand...

You didn't lose "a pregnancy." You lost YOUR BABY.

And everyone expects you to go back to normal, when nothing about you is the same. Not your body.

Not your heart. Not the way you see the world.

You feel like you're grieving alone. Even when you're surrounded by people who love you.

Because unless they've felt every flutter, every kick, and then felt the moment it all went silent, they can't possibly understand the weight of this loss.

Here's what nobody tells you about grief after pregnancy loss:

There's no timeline.

There's no "getting over it." And there's no going back to who you were before.

The world tells you that grief has stages. That if you just give it time, you'll "heal."

But after 15 years as a perinatal grief coach, and after walking through my own stillbirth loss, I can tell you that's not how this works.

Grief isn't linear. It's cyclical.

 

Some days you'll feel okay. And then a due date will come. Or a milestone will pass. Or you'll see a baby who would've been the same age as yours—and the wound feels fresh all over again.

You don't need to "move through" your grief faster.

You need a place where you're allowed to grieve at your own pace, without apology, without explanation, and without pressure.

You need people who understand that you're not broken. You're not stuck. You're not "too sensitive."

You're a mother who is learning to mother a baby you can't hold.

And that deserves space. It deserves witness. It deserves community.

 

Imagine waking up and knowing you have a place to go, a place where you don't have to explain your pain or pretend to be okay.

A place where saying your baby's name doesn't make people uncomfortable.

Imagine being surrounded by other moms who don't tell you to "stay positive." Who don't compare your loss to theirs. Who simply say, "I see you. I'm here. Your baby mattered."

Imagine finally exhaling.

Imagine feeling less alone, not because your grief disappeared, but because you found people who can sit with you in it.

Imagine reconnecting with your partner, not by pretending the loss didn't happen, but by learning to grieve side by side instead of in separate, silent corners.

Imagine honoring your baby in ways that feel meaningful to YOU—without anyone telling you it's "too much" or that you need to "let go."

Imagine reclaiming your body after it betrayed you. Trusting yourself again. Finding moments of peace—even joy—without the crushing guilt that you're "forgetting."

Imagine moving forward not because you've "moved on," but because you've found a way to carry your baby with you.

This is what's possible inside the Always Loved Club.

I'm Jennifer Senn, and I've spent 15 years supporting moms like you through pregnancy and infant loss.

But before I became a perinatal grief coach, I was you.

I know what it's like to walk out of a doctor's office with empty arms and a shattered heart.

I know the isolating silence. The well-meaning comments that make you want to scream. The way your own body feels like a stranger.

I know what it's like to show up to a baby shower weeks after your loss—smiling through it because you didn't want to "bring everyone down."

And I know what it's like to finally find the right support—the kind that doesn't try to fix you, but walks WITH you.

That's why I created the Always Loved Club.

Over the past decade, I've walked alongside over 600 loss moms, helping them navigate the unbearable, honor their babies, and slowly, gently find their way back to themselves.

Not because they "got over it." But because they found a community that let them grieve without a deadline.

Here's What's Inside the Club:

Monthly Group Workshop

Each month, we’ll meet live for a targeted session where we talk about a topic that's really showing up for you—whether it’s grief that won’t let go, feeling disconnected from your body, getting through milestones, or facing the fears that come with pregnancy after loss. Replays can be accessed anytime.

Community Chat

A private, off-social chat space where you don’t have to explain your pain or pretend to be okay. This is a place just for us — where you can connect anytime day or night with other loss moms (and with me) who truly understand. 

Coaching Hangouts

A special live call twice a month where you can get your questions answered and the help you need when you need it while you are live in a community who "gets" you.

Quarterly Partner Call

Bring your partner into the healing. These calls are designed to help you feel like a team again—even when grief has pushed you apart.

And so much more...

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